You may be a bit Dependent

You're more than a little preoccupied with being abandoned. You need a lot of support in your life, at all times. It's difficult for you to survive on your own... And you don't reallly think you ever could.

What Personality Disorder Are You?

Makes me sound like a big retard.

Tomorrow is my free day, finally. School is such a drag. Just 3 weeks into school, already there are so many deadlines to meet. Sad.

Lately, I have been mean and bitchy to some people. Hmm. What the hell's wrong with me, I dunno. But anyone who is going to end up with me, is going to have a hard time. But on the brighter side of things, I had a dream that I died in a car crash, and I was 31 at that time. So, maybe it's not so bad... just another 10 more years of my torture.

Life and Drama

Life, like drama, is about universal human action and what can happen when well-intentioned human actions miscarry. They have effects that are unforeseen, because we are humans, not gods. We simply do not know the consequences of everything we do. Nonetheless, and this is the root of human tragedy, we remain responsible for our actions.

School has started. And I have a feeling it's going to suck. Another sem with 6 modules, grr. I lost my pencilcase on tuesday and it felt shitty. And seems like it's been found today. Lame shit. Did I say I hate my tuition kid?

Life is an elusive pig. I feel like a bipolar freak. Wonder why I'm studying psychology...

The real test of love (and even friendship) is: can you literally do nothing with the other person? Can you enjoy those moments of life that are utterly simple?

I think I can, with some people...

my bolster. mangoes. good hairdays. peanut butter. a certain suthamaana dog. a cool and windy night. good music. mcspicy burger. people i love. rainy days when im home. tea. going for a joyride. meaningful silence. twinkling stars. huggs.

the things i like, wish there would be a day when all of these occur at the same time.

Finally quit my job. It feels good. There's relief teaching tomorrow and a trip to Rafeeza's place. I think her mum is cooking briyani for me! Don't know why but I've been addicted to Mcspicy burger lately. Even now I feel like having one.

I noticed a major problem with myself ; thinking about things that happened in the past (bad things). I don't know what's the point of thinking, nothing's going to come out of it. Only my mood would be spoilt. Yet, I can't help it. Maybe I have to think about all those stuff once in a while, just to remind myself about where I stand... and that it's about time I stop dreaming. Just wish I could control my thoughts and emotions better. Feel like a big crazy idiot. I ought to be shot in the head.